Well yes, it certainly is a work in process. And no, I'm not even very good about making a daily entry. But I really don't get the impression that anyone is waiting on the next installmant with baited breath. One again, I seem to find myself creating for myself.

But really, that's quite all right. Nothing to get bitter about. Seriously, I am not being in any way sarcastic. Those of you who know me know that I can be so, quite often and perhaps too subtley. But I am not being so now, really, if I wanted to be bitter there are much better causes. And one of the closest things to wisdom that I have learned is that nothing is worth being bitter about. Personal betrayal, mass ignorance, unthoughful criticism, even war most people do not want and the inherent mass murder is our 'democratic' society. No pain on any scale warrants bitterness. We are here to die, and all miscommunications, distrust and injustice is tragic, but life itself is too. So I am not whining. If it sounds like I am, give me a moment to explain myself and kindly try to understand what I am actually saying. Because I understand it is a bit alien. I am serious when I say all worthwhile artists have created for themselves; Warhol and King, as much as I respect them and as sorry as I should be to criticize so, were hacks. I could name other names, but I already feel dangerously close to bitterness when I got into this train of thought trying to explain why I am not.

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