Drinking too much, smoking too much. Poisons. Hell, done alot worse. The memoires are in. Watch 'em grow. As much of an illusion as today may be, yesterday is even more so. When no blog been writing things to not publish here. What's my next career? Finances or writing, eenie meenie miny - Writing is more of a chore. I don't edit well, I edit in my head, by the time it get written I'm too pleased with myself. But markets are too exciting. Like to give me a heart attack. That's ok, dying anyway.