Yes my dear, I came here out of nothing and so yes, to nothing must I return. In the meantime I shall live and love. I love much. I live a lot. I am a bad influence on the universe as it is one on me. Little E, larger than life, yes, but we're all little. Even if you make me feel immortal.

I failed to get fired. Perhaps we can negotiate a layoff? I know when I'm not wanted. More to the point I know what I don't want. Working there is wrong, the energy is wrong, all the unhappy people are wrong. Not as people but as unhappy. As people they are wonderful, beautiful by and large. But why do they choose to suffer? The almighty dollar? I am very nearly cured. Thank you, spirit.

Did you notice the absence of mairs.net? I'll get around to updating the saga. Meantime, suffice it to say she came unplugged. Welcome back.

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